Jay-eFF - New Life Interlude lyrics

Looking at myself up in that casket Makes me wonder if imma manage If my 3 demanded wishes ever get granted Painting on a canvas the thoughts of a savage In my darkest hour I used nothing but ambition And dedication just to spark a bit of friction Ain't no turning back, back to where you were just at bruh This is what you wanted man you made your decision I'm Tryna swim good if you motherf**ing ask me But frankly that ocean drowning me in trouble waters when just Last week I was listed as someone average and actually Wouldn't get the chance to f** your daughter now I casually Get her to undress when I want it, now a n***a blessed it's ironic That I'm looking for love even though I'm heartless Man you wouldn't understand like Ebonics Another day with the wrong b**h Another day sippin strong sh** Another day where I'd wish for Another day and somebody actually honest Another day another promise That I die for fame,money,hoes and some concerts So lower me 6 feet deep cause they only love you,when you gone sh**