Jawbreaker - P.s. New York Is Burning lyrics

I leave it burning and count the dead. A jilted lover, a one time friend. It reeks of incest. It reeks of pain. Erase my anguish. Forget your name. Can't see the future. I just break free and run. And knowing nothing I know that it's just begun. This day feels different. Feels like shedding skin. My mind is clearer now I know what state I'm in. And from a distance it seems so unreal. Nothing left. Nothing to feel. And if it hurt you, it hurt me too. I had to k** it to heal the wound.