Jawbreaker - World Of sh** lyrics

Ends and means laid out before me. Can't make up my mind. I don't know why. I just know... Something, something isn't right inside. I feel it churning. Something, something has my soul, I know. I feel it burning. Something, something stands between me and the things that I want. Something, something has to change. Seems a feast laid out before me. I can't taste a thing. Although I try. I always try. But too much sh** gets in the way. Seems like nothing here is real at all. All these smiling paper dolls. Like biting into wax fruit. And maybe that's why I can't taste anything. Nothing wrong with me at all. Can't tempt me with a plastic apple. I'll never f**ing fall. Something, something isn't right outside. I see it shatter. Nothing, nothing in this world of sh** could ever matter. Nothing, nothing that I see is what I want because there's nothing, nothing here at all. There are days I wake up crying. Screaming in my sleep. I must be dying. Don't want to die so far from home.