Jason Larson - Benjamin lyrics

I got a friend Wrote a million sad songs About being hopelessly in love with his ex-wife I like to sing 'em Yeah I love to sing along I used to play the ba** But now I just get high in my room And I listen to the songs from a better time When she was mine Before she walked away At night my choruses all sing together Well, we're stuck in sh**ty weather 'til her storm rolls out I did my best to keep to the backstreets Hide beneath the city's heat 'til I roll out of this town Because it's so damn hard to be everything To everyone All the time So I set my sights to be anything To anyone Since she was mine So won't you hold on to your innocence I swear to god it's the only thing left That's decent in this town But if you don't want me around I'll do my best To keep to the backstreets And hide beneath the city's heat 'til I roll out I never meant To cause you any pain To cause you any suffering I'll shut my goddamn mouth It's just so damn hard to be anything, to anyone, all the time