Jason Howland - Astonishing lyrics

[Jo, sung] Who is he, who is he with his "marry me"? With his ring and his "marry me"? The nerve the gall This is not, not what was meant to be How could he ruin it all With those two words I thought I knew him Thought that he knew me When did it change What did I miss A kiss When I thought all along That we were meant to forge frontiers How could I be so wrong And I need How I need my sisters here If I can't share my dreams What were they for? I thought our promise That we would never change and never part I thought together We'd amaze the world How can I live my dreams or even start When everything has come apart I thought home was all I'd ever want My attic all I'd ever need Now nothing feels the way it was before And I don't know how to proceed I only know I'm meant for something more I've got to know if I can be Astonishing There's a life That I am meant to lead A life like nothing I have known I can feel it And it's far from here I've got to find it on my own Even now I feel its heat upon my skin A life of pa**ion that pulls me from within A life that I am making to begin There must be somewhere I can be Astonishing Astonishing I'll find my way I'll find it far away I'll find it in unexpected and unknown I'll find my life in my own way, today Here I go, and there's no turning back My great adventure has begun I may be small but I've got giant plans To shine as brightly as the sun I will blaze until I find my time and place I will be fearless Surrendering modesty and grace I will not disappear without a trace I'll shout and start a riot Be anything but quiet Christopher Columbus! I'll be astonishing Astonishing Astonishing at last