Jamisonparker - Dear Everybody (my So Called Life) lyrics

I spend my nights dead face down on my floor but the d** aren't really working anymore the nights are mostly just depressed from staring at my open chest I'm bleeding and I'm heartless but I'm yours and I'm scratching down every blurry scene on the mattress where you used to sleep and dream I'd rather chew on broken gla** than keep on living in the past and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean Dear everybody or whoever's listening I think I'm gonna do me in this time this is all overrated waiting on my roof again this is the end of my so called life I haven't seen the sun in about a week and I'm keeping all sharp objects out of reach I finally know the taste of love it's a cross between cheap beer and blood with an aftertaste of dry sarcastic speech and so I guess it's safe to say that we both knew that I'd end up this way with a brain that's clueless and unsure and eyes that hardly ever work but I guess that's fine I rarely use them anyway Dear everybody or whoever's listening I think I'm gonna do me in this time this is all overrated waiting on my roof again this is the end of my so called life Dear everybody or whoever's listening I think I'm gonna do me in this time this is all overrated waiting on my roof again this is the end of my so called life