Jamie's Elsewhere - Antithesis lyrics

This place is all too familiar! So sudden, I find myself Returning to the origin The event that started it all All I ever asked for was one more day Is this it? Is this what I'm after? Back to the beginning Where I was sinking in the sea Where I was fighting to stay awake Fighting the urge To succumb to the waves Is this what it means to be forgiven Undeserved blessings And a second chance That makes time shake And that makes lives change When it's only been a second In an everlasting day? No, this can't be! Everything's repeating! Repeating as it already was Written in history's page And its ink has never been Drawn back into its pen I never wanted what I couldn't pay back Can't pay back Let me sink to the bottom Where I belonged all along Let me sleep beneath