Jamie Winchester - Mistake lyrics

Sometimes in a corner of my mind I know it wasn't this way Flashing bright, just colour and light And happy people there Then it disappears in a haze They told me Don't loose reality Your grip is slipping away I tried and tried As I turned inside out To stop from sinking there And now I'm left with nothing to say This didn't happen to me It's a mistake can't you see It's everything that I feared I'm not supposed to be here This didn't happen to me White halls and softly padded walls No one's hurting me now I feel inside that I can hide forever Here in silent fear Of a man whose life was f**ed up somehow Now I know they think I'm crazy Or maybe just dumb on lazy They don't know it's all a show And I'm the one who'll smile at the end Cos no one knows this but me This didn't happen to me It's a mistake can't you see It's everything that I feared I'm not supposed to be here This didn't happen to me It didn't happen to me