James Fauntleroy - Died $inner lyrics

VERSE 01: My life's a circus, committed sins that can't be reversible If I died this moment was it purposeful? Was it personal? Never meant to change this way but please lord convey me You think I'm anarchical, sins can't be reversible Know god chose me for a purpose, too change for better or worse Born sinner, was never meant to die sinner s**a for myself for thinkin I'd die a winner Back when I ran in them streets growing up studyin with the senseless Teachers treated us as if we wasn't as worthless us kids was violent and hopeless I saw but never focused, 'lead me to college, pointed me right but I was rebellious Rest in peace to Amaru, I don't know if this my illest sh** ever wrote But I know this may be my illest verse wrote Just remind it, then remember it in a mental and study in your rewind it And know one day that I'd pencil it and rewind this, singing... HOOK: James Fauntleroy I died sinner But I'mma live better than that, swear You were always where I needed you to be Whether you were there or not there (I was there) I just died sinner But I'll live better than that (better tonight) If you ain't f**ing with that I don't care (yeah,yeah,yeah) VERSE 02: Yeah, I'm sinkin off this ship But God help us make this world cause we're climbin out the abyss I got this life in my grip, I'm holding tight to my fist I'm screaming: “This life I live is a trip” He see the tears in my eyes, he sees me linger as I slip Truth before I told you: “You the only reason why she don't trip and go insane” I'm crying cause of all the pain He knew me before this game, never lost me the more I became I just grew he grew with me, I'm the joke he's the joke with me I choke you gon choke with me Life's a gift or a curse, boys go to the hearse Men seem more diverse by making things worse Listen here, I'll tell you my biggest fears You're the only one who I think cares Don't you ever go expose them My life is stressin more than you'll ever know Poems that I never wrote All the money that I always blow The sins I've committed that you'll never know All the times I didn't open the window I guess prayin a step but I found a prayer for me Pops came late I was already stuck in my ways Nothing falls from my mama for days Sometimes she hate the way I was raised but she loves me either way Already handed her these house keys with nothing to say Except HOOK: James Fauntleroy I died sinner But I'mma live better than that, swear You were always where I needed you to be Whether you were there or not there (I was there) I just died sinner But I'll live better than that (better tonight) If you ain't f**ing with that I don't care (yeah,yeah,yeah) OUTRO: This sh**s love and desire