James Arthur - Faded lyrics

I'm faded, I'm faded I'm not sure if I can make it, oh But don't you cry for me Honey I'm not worth it Honey I'm not worth it Honey I'm not worth it But don't you cry for me, me, me I'm skipping through the days to come home A million conversations, autopilot, steer, flow I'm on my one-man mission, eyes down, take note I've never liked you, stay away from me don't lock the bolt This is the great escape from everything I've ever hated From all this figuring this lifes sh** that got me jaded Faded all the time the doubting got me underrated This is my mechanism, moving forward, isolated Belated superficial gestures of a phony type I come alive when I'm incarcerated late at night I wish that I could leave this soul destruction every night That I could regress in an able-bodied prototype If that made sense I'd leave it here, I have no lesser business I'm immaterial but I still got things on a wish list This is desire, can't you hear it in my C+ English? I'd love the finer things but thats not being realistic, ballistic Everybody goes when I'm singing, I'm sick of singing pain So I'm free, broken, winging Coming out my heart purer than the way I'm living Maybe I'll see you, or maybe I'll just give in Yeah, it's just too much now that I'm all grown up I've been dragged through the dirt, now I should be blowing up Still I'm blowing, yeah I'm blowing And still I don't know where the hell I should be going So I guess it's just live like this til my mind goes snap No love, no drug could ever fill this gap Yeah I live for the high until it all floods back Like the tears of the years that I can't get back I'm faded, I'm faded I'm not sure if I can make it, oh But don't you cry for Honey I'm not worth it Honey I'm not worth it Honey I'm not worth it Don't you cry for me, me, oh