Jam Crooks - Life lyrics

Im feeling so alone So damn alone Same sh**, different day So sick of home So sick of school Im tired of it Math ain't helping pay for my f**ing music budget But i run from nothing Always thinking cunning Its my fault my grade ain't even up and I show no effort Please just talk to me Cause on the inside, im dying for help from somebody Im sick of sinning Always faking them grins when God ain't even proud of me so what am i to him then I think about it When can i meet him? Its my choice so i think im gonna stop breathing But how do i? Not that type of guy To look d**h in the face and say gimme a try I wanna go to sleep, not open eyes Till the day comes Goodnight Should i overdose and blame these hoes? Hang by a noose? or knife to neck? Impossible f** im tired yo I just want out Im so sick and tired of these screams and shouts All these sleepless nights Random voices in my mind Oh god please help I swear that i've been nice I can't do this, crying on the shelf Tears pour, so does blood man i k**ed myself I f**ing k**ed myself