Jalon Morris - Nowadays, No longer, Finally lyrics

Nowadays I just sit back and watch as my generation tears this world apart. No longer will I just sit and wish, when I can retaliate with my fist. No longer will I pray for myself. Nowadays I do what I have to, to make my dreams come true. Nowadays I don't cowar and cry in the shower. Nowadays I live in Deja Vu when I spend time with you. I still keep things to myself because I trust noone else. I still love my mother, brother's, and friend from a different mother. No longer do I look in the mirror and feel insecure. Finally I've realized that everything I was long for was inside of me. Finally I've realized that noone could replace me. I'm different from others you see, I'm opposite of Waldo, it's easy for you to spot me. I've always been told that the Golden one always shines. It took me awhile to realize....that I've been shining for a long time.