Jakezar - Reflections lyrics

[Intro] Everytime I see my eyes In my reflection I can't help but be disappointed In who I am [Verse 1: Jakezar] I'm looking at myself in a mirror with cracks Can't be taking the sh** I need I just piss on the facts They stick on the caps And I be on a mission and rapping Bullsh** will grab me I wanna be mr happy chappy But there too much on my head I'm flustered and fed up Rushing to get up To my loved ones i'm busting this letter To have enough and ever let ups A cowards move Think every hour from the bad soil a flower has grew And he'll be growing And still showing up to motherf**ers Been feeling rusted And dealing with mirrors ill and disgusted In past weeks Sitting on bad seats My tempers got the best of me Bashing walls Screaming till can't speak We falls We all have worse times It makes me blurt rhymes I'm sorry to my family i've hurt mine with actions i've done And backwards the gun will go Karmas election and scars in my reflection will show [Hook X2] Scars on my skin Scars on my heart Scars on my soul Reminding me of myself [Verse 2: Jakezar] Yo I gotta lotta sh** bottled up It was like a follow up From good to bad in seconds But my blessings is throwing up In my prayers I'm growing up seeing the world around me Frowning but i don't give a f** weighing me down Is just gonna make me more persistent I've sort of had a vision Through few weeks To be a better man and resisting to all around me The d**, the stealing To single out I was feeling Nobody would of ever thought that I was dealing With such stress f**ing friends stuck in this much mess A slug fest of pain would be stuck on your chest And you got chained intuitions cause we all just good kids Stuck in the wrong crowd decisions have made mum proud and dad I'm putting this all pen to pad Cause man I hope my friends will get out of this fad A life slammed in the gutter is f**ed up I've mentioned that once you stuck on d** you need it relieving tension Best of luck to ya'll i'm praying for you in spirit Chuck the record on And play it and hear it And there no rest for yourself in the wildest section of life Check your insights take a look at your reflection Gotta do it [Hook X2] Scars on my skin Scars on my heart Scars on my soul Reminding me of myself [Outro: Jakezar] Sometimes you just gotta Take a look at your reflection And self reflect and make a change We out, Jakezar