Jake Mcelfresh - Island of The Misfit Boy lyrics

[First Verse] I love to sleep, cause I pretend that I'm dead But I hate waking up, cause it's hard to forget That I've lost all control of this life that I've held so dear And I wait for the bus, but I'm not on the bench I'm just spread across the ground, making friends with cement Hoping that the bus won't miss me when it comes my way [Pre-Chorus] Well, I made a few jokes, but they said they weren't funny I tried to force a smile, but they said it was ugly I tried to make a friend, no one was a friend to me Poured my heart to a girl, and it went on the floor And I asked her what she wanted, she said she wanted more I tried to find a lover, all I found was an enemy [Chorus] Well, I stand in front of the mirror, and look at myself And I don't make a sound, but my eyes scream out 'help' And I start to struggle to hold myself back From thrusting my head straight through the f**ing gla** And I'm tired of falling for girls who don't care And breaking my back to try and make them aware that I'm more than depressed, and their time won't be wasted But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with [Second Verse] Now I'm lost in this hole, and I'm sure I am stuck And I can't run away, cause I'm lazy as f** So, I sit on the floor as I gather my thoughts And they're full of broken promises that only piss me off Well, I lost control when I was only a boy The world taught me angst when I deserve joy Now, I'm breaking down as I struggle to breathe Cause I believe in a God who won't believe in me [Chorus]