JaeWon - Ghost In The Machine lyrics

[Chorus] x 2 I wonder if they could see All of these insecurities That I carry inside of me, whoa, whoa There's a ghost in the machine They say sleep is the cousin of d**h So my eyes wide open, I daren't even shut em to rest Cause if only for a second, I might fall And slip into the background of a shadowless white wall, ad go missing They don't listen to a word That I'm saying, so I'm standing on stage blowing kisses to my girls I mean, what good does it do painting pictures for the world When you rarely ever get the recognition you deserve , check it And rarely do we ever see the world reppin A man trying to hold his own with a blurred vision I know reality bites, it's f**ing nerve wrecking sponsored links Still I'm chasing immortality with every word written Yeah, and you see my notebook's filling up Building up all of these feelings that I can't get rid of Spill my guts while they are arguing if it's real enough I'm just telling y'all about my life and y'all should give it up [Chorus] I wonder if they could see All of these insecurities That I carry inside of me, whoa, whoa There's a ghost in the machine Similar to hot breezes on the cool side Opportunities would only appear if the mood's right I look at the blue sky While thinking it's time for me to, loosen my grip of this rope and let my Balloons fly, high With a focus nobody's getting close to Never touch a bottle, I just bottle my emotions Close em up and put em on the bottom of the ocean While I see them dishonour my devotion Hoping that I won't make it out alive, I'm just trying to get a grip So caught up always worrying what they would think of it Salute me as deserted captain of a sinking ship Seeing everything I love slipping through my fingertips And truthfully I have never been this afraid to fall But can't break it off, my head's spinning, trying to shake it off Waiting for something that ain't never gonn happen Or something they ain't letting me go after, I'm singing out [Chorus] I wonder if they could see All of these insecurities That I carry inside of me, whoa, whoa There's a ghost in the machine