Jaël Malli - You Remain lyrics

[Verse 1] I'd rather be deaf I'm never gonna hear your laughter anyway I'd rather be numb I'm never gonna feel you touching me anyway You're the one that went away But I'm gone as well You've taken me with you You died - and I will never be alive again [Chorus] I'm never gonna be, I'm never gonna be I'm never gonna be alive again I'm never gonna be, I'm never gonna be I'm never gonna be alive again [Post-Chorus] You remain as a shade on my heart Yes you remain as a shade [Verse 2] I'd rather be a stone: Standing still, enduring everything I'd rather be water So I could rinse away the pain I'd rather be fire So I could burn every memory of you I'd rather be wind Cause he's dancing with you It's the wind that has taken you away from me It's the wind that has taken you away from me [Chorus] (x2) I'm never gonna be, I'm never gonna be I'm never gonna be alive again I'm never gonna be, I'm never gonna be I'm never gonna be alive again [Post-Chorus] You remain as a shade on my heart Yes you remain as a shade