Jadis - Alive Inside lyrics

A time of disillusion can anybody see If I relate to such confusion If at last I can be free to spare a thought Then I thought about the things we'd say How I tried to wish my life away I can't remember all the things I'm told And won't forget why you seem so cold seem so cold) All roads that I could follow May be right or they are long Still the memory is so shallow such emptiness And the pain would seem so wrong Terrified to come alive inside I need to know that I can still divide Myself between the place that I have know Or be forever on my own