Jadie - Pain lyrics

[Bridge: Fast Max] Trying to do best I know Im blessed, and i dont need this stress, help these people who have sorrow, and i know its better tommorow, I try to turn away, help me for god sake In this life of pain, yeah, I dont no pain, yeah [Verse 1: Jerry Boii] Dont jump in front a plane thats you,I ain't seen you in a minute, 20 years ago you left me but I know you here in spirit, even tho i never see it for some reason I can feel it, heavy pressure in my room gets chilly when you come visit, gets trippy when you come kick it, I don't know why, I was only 6 when they took you in this cold life, now I'm 26 with a story and im alright, had to be a man with out father but it's alright, the time, the time I'm still here So don't worry or fear and you know that I'll always stay near these past few weeks I've been enjoying my life but why do I still want to grab that knife it's tough but of course you have always been there with even when it it was rough for me and you You've helped me Don't you see Of course you do you've always been there for me your the reason I'm still alive but I still cry when I think of losing you your the one for me and in all honesty I think I'm. the one for you even if I'm depressed u know I would still smile at you love is what you can call it And I want to walk a mile with you but your the reason i have pain [Verse 2: Jadie, Fast Max] Why, Oh Why, does it have to be this way, Why are we in this world of pain, We dont need to Lie, Oh Lie, Lie, Its already so much P-p-pain No need for these games, Just Try, Pain will get you No Where, Games cant get you no oh no where, Stop, Stop, Shame, Shame Lil Wayne was right when he said hes a s**er for Pain, Im lucky im Jade, Mama told, people gonna say they dope, Walk up to them, turn around and say nope, Thats the ones that peep it, wake up in the morning and your sleeping by him, I would rather be next to Jeremy Lin, He's better than a guy with a criminal record, Came out with a soul, didnt realize it was charcoal, Why Eve did you make my life sorrow, At least my dad ain't sad, He has a daughter, and I love him, Does he love me? The Pain, Oh The Pain, Just Go Away And you feel that there's no easy way to let go of the memories It's feels like you're stuck in the past can't get rid of your demons aka the people who claim they're my enemies You vision is getting darker can't seem to see Can't seem to think Trying to stay afloat in your mind But your ship it sinks And your starting to lose hope You've already abandoned faith It's safe to say that you no longer go out rainy days and pray for the sun to shine it's lovely rays Because you feel that it's just you in this messed up world But I'm here to tell you that im not the only one girl I cant be a little girl, I was just tuff and ruff, it could put me in the graveyard, [Hook: Fast Max] hold on stop and get it together, emotions changing like weather, hate inflicted in our lives isnt making it better. Too many negative setters, the media cant keep it together. Publish positive material like love to each other. We need Love is this moment not race over race and they matter. love is what needs to be shown, because it has the power, not lying your getting stupider by the hour, no wonder you s**ing on that sour, maybe you need to ask god for some power Could you imagine a pain so deep down inside, That it really can not be summarized ... in words you write A pain that touches your toes and up to the top of the ceiling You can't , you can't sleep, that is the pain that some are honestly feeling.. I Trying to do best I know Im blessed, and i dont need this stress, help these people who have sorrow, and i know its better tommorow, I try to turn away, help me for god sake In this life of pain, yeah, I dont no pain, yeah help these people who have sorrow, and i know its better tommorow, In this life of pain, yeah, I dont no pain, yeah [Verse 3: JT JR. Jerry Boii] hold on stop and get it together, emotions changing like weather, hate inflicted in our lives isnt making it better. Too many negative setters Why, Why are pulling each other down, Infared said "All The Way Up" Let the pain of the day before go away Let the memories stop drifting and tell them to stay But you're addicted to hurt And Im addicted to love Convicted of gluttony, envy, pride, wrath and above all there's lust A contradiction fitted inside a beautiful mind Limitations had set the bar and then you went and decided to fly Lost in the rip of the fabric belonging to space and time crossing the line of Devine intervention feeling sublime But I know that you won't always feel that way Because what goes up must come down is something you always used to say And nights are growing darker even though the days are getting longer And you can't help but notice that your days are getting numbered Feeling your palace of gold turn your own hand green Trying to grip of the meaning of life even though the edge is getting steeper and no matter how hard you try not to slip a drip of poison falls off the inside of your lips and falls inside of your mouth and there is no easy doubt that you're about your way on out , tell me when your way down, thats for putting me down, saying im the worst when i lay down, My Family got back, Im glad they got my back, But I cant bounce back, Im not a kid who likes the long stacks, Pain in my life Pain like a knife Stabbing my soul It's out of control I'm lost and afraid and left to die All alone I start to cry Backed against the wall On the floor I start to crawl There's no way out I start to shout Free my soul free my mind Lost in the darkness lost and blind There is no light there is no hope Almost dead I can barely breathe I start to choke Then in a flash of lightning it strikes me The pain is gone but it's so frightening And all that's left is a burn so deep The pain is numb but I can't sleep So I wander the streets in search of home I walk in the shadows all alone… [Verse 4: Jerry Boii] I aint never read a book without a cover, I aint never cut up carrot without a knife, But Guess What (What) We can change, dont make no one stand in yo way, Not even Unicorns cause they aint real, just to be Sincere, Just to make sound real cause it is, Imma Mean what I say, so get out my way, Woah! Imma hit a home run when Im gone, Imma hit it, You think i aint. Yo, I shoot like Curry and it goes in, Kick like Messi my squad in, That Catch by Odell, I did that, theres stuff i cant do, but later I better own dat, But you didnt believe, I cant believe you said this, now, Where could I start with you? Gave you my heart. Then you tore in two. Crazy part is. I really trusted you. Then I took my a** to sleep not knowing what you do. Little did I know it would be the worst night ever. Because the next day I would lose you forever. And I know I should have never. Never let you get out of my sight. Let you get away to a party while I went to sleep that night. Listened to your story and I was ready to fight. Had me in my feelings thinking our bond was tight. Now I lay wondering if we shared the same view. I lay here wondering. Was our love really true? Was it really or did you want other stuff from me. Because if that's the case you should have never said you loved me. That junk really hurt. Just saying from my eyes. Listening to you tell me you made out with other guys. Listening to you tell about that long night. Listening to your story about waking up in fright. Watching ya snap and dont know what's goin on. Now I gotta text my girl to see if she's gone. Because ya last post it just wasn't right. A little to early sun a little to bright. You posting on snap this early is not you. So I thought for a second then I texted you. And you lied to me. Kept me going all day. And I'm just dumb enough to listen to the words you say. But a lovely dm gave it all away. Oh yeah what it say? My girl!! And a guy had made out that day. And when I asked you what it was about you denied it of course. So then I tried getting it out. With a little force. Then you get mad when your business gets out. Pain, Pain, stay in your lane, Your acting stupid like Lebron James, Hol' Up, were you the one with the mall cop, Hol' Up, were you the one that was flirting with the donut guy, Hol' Up, Were you the one that kissed Lil Zay, Hol' Up, your the girl, that wants to stand my way, the one that cheats, the one who loves to eat [Hook: Fast Max] hold on stop and get it together, emotions changing like weather, hate inflicted in our lives isnt making it better. Too many negative setters, the media cant keep it together. Publish positive material like love to each other. We need Love is this moment not race over race and they matter. love is what needs to be shown, because it has the power, not lying your getting stupider by the hour, no wonder you s**ing on that sour, maybe you need to ask god for some power Could you imagine a pain so deep down inside, That it really can not be summarized ... in words you write A pain that touches your toes and up to the top of the ceiling You can't , you can't sleep, that is the pain that some are honestly feeling.. I Trying to do best I know Im blessed, and i dont need this stress, help these people who have sorrow, and i know its better tommorow, I try to turn away, help me for god sake In this life of pain, yeah, I dont no pain, yeah help these people who have sorrow, and i know its better tommorow, I try to turn away, help me for god sake In this life of pain, yeah, I dont no pain, yeah [Outro: Fast Max Jerry Boii] Too Bad, you belong with the pain, your in love with the pain, You Love that red pain, in my head, I know she ain't aint straight, I know she think shes men bait, But Guess what YKMG4Ever!