Jacob Nash - Sometimes lyrics

[Hook] Sometimes it feels like the whole world's opposed to me Sometimes it feels like I'm on the verge of insanity Sometimes it feels like I don't have enough life to breathe Sometimes I feel like just watching the whole world bleed Sometimes it feels like the whole world's opposed to me Sometimes it feels like I'm on the verge of insanity Sometimes it feels like I don't have enough life to breathe Sometimes I feel like just watching the whole world bleed [verse 1] My life s**s man. It feels like nobody cares about me It really feels like my family would be happier without me I honestly think their lives are worse because of me If I were to suddenly disappear, none of them would miss me It feels like I'm invisible around them and they can't see me All I am to them is a burden. I'm just another mouth to feed I've got to think of some way for me to get their attention Maybe then, they'd care about me like they used to again I'm ready to do something drastic like running away from home I have nowhere to go, but I feel like I'd be better off alone The problem is I've always struggled to go out of my comfort zone And I'm not even sure I'm capable of surviving on my own I can't take living another day at home like this though I'm already packed and I wrote the letter, so it's time for me to go I guess you could say I'm literally here today, gone tomorrow Maybe some day I'll be back and things will be better, I hope so [Hook] [verse 2] Nobody loves me. Nobody even gives half of a crap about me Seriously, I can't think of anyone who cares about me, not even my family When I die, no one will cry when they read my obituary They may as well not even write an obituary for me I haven't done anything anyway, so there's nothing to write in it Nothing I do is worth living for, so it's time to kick the bucket That's right. There's no point to my life, so I think it's time for me to die I already wrote my suicide note, so now it's time for me to go try After weeks of planning, I'm finally going to try committing suicide I'll take a few bottles of pills and go hide somewhere outside I think I might go out in some field and then bury myself alive I'll at least hide myself well enough so that they won't be able to find Me in time to save me, but they should be able to find me some day Then again, why should I care? I'll be dead and gone anyway There's no reason I should care if my body will ever be found So I guess that it's A okay if I just rot above ground [Hook] [verse 3] My life s**s. Nobody loves me. In fact, everybody hates me I go to school just to have all of the kids pick on me Then I go home to parents who I know don't care about me All of this crap is driving me on the verge on insanity I'm ready to cross the line and I'm not talking about suicide I'm talking shooting up the school. I'm talking ma** homicide I made a hit list, but forget about it. I'm not targeting anyone in particular Because everyone has wronged me. Now, here's the big picture I know they'll call this a tragedy, but I'm just ending their lives a little early This is really just a bunch of school kids who will be dying prematurely Look at it in perspective. I know I'm blowing everything out of proportion But what is the difference between this and legalizing abortion? I'll tell you the difference. Abortion has k**ed over a billion I'm just k**ing a couple dozen and I'm doing for a reason These kids never cared about me and how their abuse was making me feel Now, they've all driven me far enough for me to k** and I will It's too late for forgiveness. If you want to live, you've got to run And you better run fast, because I'm already taking out my gun I've got it out now. I'm in the school and my finger's on the trigger This nerd who never had any friends is about to turn into a k**er [Hook] [Outro] This song isn't about my life. This song is about running away, suicide, or lashing out and shooting others. When people feel like nobody cares about them, it becomes difficult for them to care about themselves. This leads to having no value of their own life, which leads to having no value of anyone else's lives. Then, d**h and k**ing becomes no big deal. Our problem isn't violence in video games, music, or movies. Our problem isn't lack of gun control laws. Our problem is lack of caring for and about each other