Jack Beans - This Thing Called Life lyrics

[Thoughts] I don't really know I mean sh** that's usually my everyday Why am I always thinking? This thing called life is just a b**h Sometimes I talk to myself too much Who is God? A n***a just be trying to figure it out If I die will I go to heaven? I'm always thinking my brain always gone in a blank Is God my friend or does God love me? I got to do better What is this? n***as say when you come up, money changes everything I got to do more What is that? No f** that no it don't More money more mother f**ing problems What's with this sh** about we supposed to survive right? Who put me here? Where do I go next? What's next? That's something to think about What's this sh** really about? How did I even get here? Why don't you want to see a n***a eat? Bah! Bah! Is that the police? I be damned if a n***a k** me You win some you lose some Who is policing the police? I heard this saying What mark am I going to leave here on this earth? Why are you mad? Can you answer? What the f** you mad What is life? What is this? Do you know? What is this thing called life?