Jabez Z - Why lyrics

I never understood why I don't understand how i got this far in life I never understood why I don't understand what keeps jabez z alive I spit my flows I rap to ba*tards Who keep showing up to explain why their backwards They keep telling me that their rap masters But i keep rapping faster Until the cycle pedals past ya I don't understand why i gotta show 'em That when zack attacks, you gotta know him I tend to just rap, i stop at no end Excuse you, the door is open I will stop at nothing, to keep moving forward But anytime i pass, i stay 6ft of course Cuz covid19 is indeed a horror But i don't gotta worry, cuz i've got lots to go for I got meaning to all my bars I pull up to show scars I'm rapping so hard That i'm getting so lost Oh sh*t! 200k, to go back start I never understood why I don't understand how i got this far in life I never undеrstood why I don't understand what keeps jabez z alive I'vе got features I hope my album reaches My sh*t like a river, or streaming beaches I keep going hard until i count the fees Then i scream, sh*t ton of taxes Bills to pay, but never back scratches sh*t to say, but not enough brackets sh*t to flame, but not enough matches sh*t to pay, but not enough to scavenge I don't understand Let me examine Determine the outcome of an average mansion This sh*t unreal like a cabbage patch kid I never understood this savage passion I never understood why Why? Why? Why? Why? Whyyyy!? I never understood why I don't understand how i got this far in life I never understood why I don't understand what keeps jabez z alive. (x2) I don't really fu*king get you fu*king up the way you do Hypocrisy is why you lose Cuz blind stans don't play by their rules Yeah Never was made by a feature With a dope m.c We don't watch from the bleachers We play this game and talk like the preachers Why do you b*tches act like the greatest? Acting like you ever could make this? So why don't we take it back to the basics And not front cuz you're the fakest Yeah We killas going gorillaz On you like you like your the villans This is our story that you're in We know you livin for what's vibin Don't hate us for speaking what's real Don't ask me why when you ain't real Now i don't make sh*t to appeal I make sh*t to make them kneel Cuz i'mma protest the enemy And let loose what's within me Cuz i've found my inner peace To now murder what y'all claim to be So unholy. so unruly Cuz truthfully we own this Don't hate us your words are too late We hungry with a full plate So why do you try to say we fake?? I never understood why I don't understand how i got this far in life I never understood why I don't understand what keeps jabez z alive. (x2) I'm always strong