Jabez Z - Past Tense lyrics

Past Tense For me that was it I followed my beliefs And still no benefit Past Tense For me that was it I was sorrowful for things Forgive and Forget fu*k Past Tense Yeah Past Tense Yeah Past Tense Where I used to be Still there to reminisce Before I arrive at the eulogy Past Tense Time Heist more then ever Only there to witness lessons For future endeavors Past Tense Who I've been Who I am Who I'm tryna be Reliving memories Just to realize what was meant for me I have noticed things now That I wish I wasn't meant to see That's me Humble beginnings The stupid way to end decades of dreams New way to begin another decade of streams New tracks, new stacks, new me, new team No miss takes, only mistakes that are make believe I'm grown, but i got more to prove I ain't tryna sound rude But the bullies from school I saw a bunch of them on my drive through The McDonalds Drive Thru Handing me my food Where went your life dudes? I've got a step above you fu*kers I call it a flight Perfect wood stairs carved from stone cold snakes and their stupid insights Oh sh*t Now I... Sound like a jerk But those pricks deserve it all Now they get see all the pain they've brought First hand, balled up a fist I fought Oh God I sound like the c*nts who started it all Now they get to witness The monster they created To fight all the battles they were faced with The difference between us is that I am determined to face it Let's face it In the end I always win b*tch Past Tense For me that was it I followed my beliefs And still no benefit Past Tense For me that was it I was sorrowful for things Forgive and Forget fu*k Past Tense Where I used to be Still there to reminisce Before I arrive at the eulogy Past Tense Time heist more then ever Only there to witness lessons For future endeavors Past Tense Yeah Past Tense Yeah Past Tense Yeah Past Tense Look at me now motherfu*kers No pain. No gain I'm Always Strong