Jabez Z - In My Mind lyrics

I could take all these words, and write them into letters Saying dear family, i'm sorry i couldn't make your lives any better Newton spit facts when it came to science and action With every action there is an equal and opposite reaction My consequences were a lot like isle spills Code 100 and someone else cleans up the scattered milk If time was of the еssence, then wе could make time still Before the spill of the milk and before the actions leave trails In my mind I know i'll find Somewhere i'll walk away In my mind I know i'll find Somewhere i'll fly away The message that is written in the lines on the page Entertain the people, without any signs of the pain The words come from thoughts, heart broken and vain Yet these songs are just seen by people who say Hey I'm your fan, entitled to hear these songs I'm sorry if i can't get you all that you want Humans make mistakes, some things i have done wrong But rap helps to heal, but not clean up the shards I pick up the cards, and i lean back in my seat The more i practice, the more i can learn the feat But the more i quit, the more i face defeat And the more i steal, the more i leave deceit In my mind I know i'll find Somewhere i'll walk away In my mind I know i'll find Somewhere i'll fly away So mom, dad, step mom, and everyone I hope these words can be letters to everyone's hearts I know its just words, and the actions are where it starts But i hope it helps to hear that i feel bad for the pain that i've brought I sit in my empty room, packed up and ready Leaving here hurts, it feels sort of unsteady I need to do it, things i need to do to become healthy I can't stay, my decision is made up already I'm sorry I lied, and i can't take it back It feels like the past, but the future could still attack I was a thief objectively, the worst part was the relapse Now i'm not even proud to call myself zack In my mind I know i'll find Somewhere i'll walk away In my mind I know i'll find Somewhere i'll fly away Always strong