Jabbar (of Lousy Human Bastards) - Luv Don't Live Here lyrics

[Verse 1] Pops up and left Me and my mother with no f**in help I had to go get into something else Like get a instant loan or stumble on sudden wealth What else a n***a supposed to with no food on the shelf I had to get it out the mud I'm outchea doing what I love My momma thinking I'm a thug Its all gravy tho I wake up feeling like f** All she wanna do is fuss Say I'm like my daddy that's just how he made me tho A baby boy just lost in his own mind Grew up in all the wrong places at the wrong times I swear I got locked up like 10 times now a n***a move safe and sound like wind chimes Movin the trees like whenever the breeze blow Yeah you might hear me but you might not see tho Man The sh** that I got into all the sh** that I been trhough revolved around the result of me knowing that the rent was due Dog this sh** foreal Look what you made Look what you started [Verse 2] Might yell out "guru we got another one who knew" The more flows I use the more flows for them to chew through My crew deeper than the Zulu nation Plottin and waitin for confrontation We hot I found another way to get a higher wage But its like once you get a status then they like to hate I promise deal or no deal it be a price to pay So now I'm bouta spend a mill like a microwave But Even wit all that its reasons to fall back Ease back in the streets and leave when its all bad The snakes is still easily seen in tall gra** So cutting em both off for sure is a hard task They scheming and they clocking They peakin and they watchin No real father here to give me easier options n***as wit the opps so I gotta watch my statements I used to have a heart but now that space is vacant Man