Ja Rule - The Pa**ion lyrics

"Pa**ion" [Chorus] Nobody loves me Sometimes the world can seem so cold Looking through the windows of my soul I see, the true fan now I know (I know, I know, I know) Y'all gotta love me When the weight of the world was on my shoulders You were there When it got heavy, I held it You were there The ones that stood by me like soldiers You were there I know you love me [Verse One] But I'm still waiting for the Lord to come hug me Send a sign or somethin' This is all for nothin' The talent and Pa**ion of mine I'm sick of sufferin' I know your plans is greater than mine So I'm asking Why do you want me dead or alive And how could you let the people see me through the enemy's eyes Like, jealousy, envy, Feds wanna convict Gotti I'm thinking probably we was gettin' too much money Too many n***az in whips sittin' on 20's Too much connections to the streets, y'all n***az doin' somethin' And after overall a**umptions, or it's all or nothin' Ain't nothin' stopping the second coming, except the coffin I may be incased, but even from there I still touch 'em n***az ain't promised tomorrow, that's why we still hustle For all my n***az that can't be here For every tear, send my a prayer, I swear [Chorus] [Verse Two] But what's love, when your friends become enemies Your nightmares are no longer your worst dreams And as bad as everything seems Keep hustling We gon' get it by any means How unfortunate, January the sixth Federal officers, raided our offices Making it hard for us to eat, and breathe, and live And they swear they got n***az asking for relief They've been handin' down indictments for about a year And they send nobody to jail yet, we still in the clear And the Bible that said, "Thou shall not fear no man but God" Whoever said that, ain't never faced the law And why all this fake ?? going on I'm fighting n***az, swingin' back against the wall That's for my n***az that can't be here For every tear, send my a prayer, I swear [Chorus] [Verse Three] How could you hate me, why would the Lord forsake me Put the weight of the world on my shoulders I thinkin' I could brush it off and nobody notice Keep raisin' my kids: Britney, Jeffry, and Jordan Keep coppin' new whips: Bentleys, Benzes, and Porshes My n***az, and my fans is the only thing of importance It's crazy how the world turns Sometimes, you gotta light up and let it burn Sweep up your ashes, put 'em up in a urn On a mantle from memories I hear you callin' me, Lord knows you love me The Pa**ion of Rule is so real, just lend me your ear You'll feel what I feel, you'll tear when I tear The vision's real clear, just look in my eyes I believe in putting my life in the hands of God For all my n***az that can't be here For every tear, send me a prayer, I swear [Chorus] [Outro] You know..... I give love to all my n***az Murder Inc. fam, my n***a Gotti, what up n***a I n***a Prim, we with you n***az Been with a n***a, roll with a n***a My whole carreer and sh** All the fans, f**ing with a n***a All my Rocafella, Terror Squad n***az My Def Jam fam, my Ruff Ryder n***az Dessert Storm n***az, Bad Boy n***az Thugged Out Entertainment n***az My Slip-n-Slide fam, my Rap-a-Lot mafia n***az What up Prince? My n***az from The Source My fam, my n***a Zino, what's happenin' playa Dave. All my n***az at radio, retail, all the DJ's You know what it is. All my Boston n***az, Atlanta n***az All my New York n***az, what's happenin' you know All my n***az down in Houston, Primo, down in Detroit All my L.A. n***az, L.A. My d**h Row family What up Suge? All my Miami n***az, what up Ump My n***a Freddy V, what's happenin' n***a? Cool Joe, Soul, I see you, One Stizzy, what up n***a? My wife, my kids, I know you love me All my gangsta n***az, all my b**hes, hehe..... Rule My n***a Buck from the boards I got my family out here and sh** My n***a Burns, L Murda, J.R. Lil' Amber Nothin' but love. My brother Denzel D. what up n***a? My n***a Artie, Den-Ten, Hotzone, what up? My n***a Sun, what up n***a? Fred, what's happenin'? HOLLA Slig, what's goin' on, n***a? O-Easy, my n***a Black Jodi, we here n***az. Black Child, I see you My n***a Lac, what up Caddy? My n***a Jimi Hendrix, one of the best Lloyd, what happenin' n***a? We been k**in' 'em this year, huh? My n***a Gutter, B Gizzy, Ashanti, what up baby girl? C. Gotti what up? My n***a Phanter My Leg Rock family, Jeff Don. All my Hollywood n***az All my n***az, my n***a Nicholas, my n***a Todd Short man, Santana the God Wanna give a special shout to the woman who made me Made all this possible, Debra, my moms And the woman who made her, Mary, I love y'all And I know y'all love me too, Rule