Ja Rule - Real Life Fantasy lyrics

Bright light big stages bad habbits Get high got to prison and invade taxes This is not what i invison When i started rapping. F-ck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanas Beacuse none of that matters when the mirror shatters All i see is pieces of me scattered Is it a miracle or is it madness? Because when i puts it all together it freflexs this, And this is me About as you gonna get to insanity or genius My real life fantasy Is this my life or am i dreaming I can't lie i don't believe it Iiiii... i don't believe it Iiiii... is this my life Talking fantasies, they're more twistes then memories I never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e Never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team, And the f-ck is lloyd hooking up with the enemies If this was 03 i would have told you, You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be I miss vita caddy black child charlie, I thought we were tighter then the marleys ... family But i guess you can't be, in an industry theres nothing but envy, Jealousy ... please nobody be friend me! Nah, my real life fantasy Is this my life or am i dreaming I can't lie i don't believe it Iiiii... i don't believe it Iiiii... is this my life