J-Yak - Gold Rush lyrics

A bucket list full of nothing but love interests/ Musical acquisitions, and uninhabited substances/ Custom fit JYAK hoodies, hashtags, and failed-to-book-me's/ Been stuck at 1k on twitter, since minneap overlooked me/ How the tides turned, as i watch the night burn/ Let the ice churn, tell em all that i learned/ Like... if you make a change from the money that you earn/ People start to question what the kid was ever really worth/ And you only miss friends, when they levitate from Earth/ Heard that each d**h is accompanied by birth/ But its hard to understand, when they're six feet under dirt/ And you're sposed to live life like youve never known hurt/ So i sit and reminisce from my rooftop perched/ Pad on my lap, breaking grams of this purp/ Knowing too damn well, getting high to solve a low/ Only means, from what im told, you never loved yourself first/ Like i only loved you, and you only loved God/ So you said that things change, stick to plan, i just nod/ And I'm giving you facade, and i fake it like its real/ And i give it to a broad, having s** but never feel nothing/ Never feel touched, and never really accustomed to getting up in/ The morning, making you eggs, but i do it cuz you love it/ And i do you cuz you love it, and i do me cuz I'm told/ You lose yourself up on this road, i never wanna be a puppet/ Pulling strings for you girl, sing for you girl/ Cuz ive been around the map, still got a thing for you girlll/ And those dark blue eyes, and that curly brown hair/ And that full mouth smile, that had put me right here/ Youre my h**ne.... both the woman and my drug/ Drinking in the car, cuz i couldn't in the club/ Looking at the stars, and i shoulda called it love/ But i didn't cuz its not, and i wouldn't, cuz I'm young, and feeling restlesss/ (chorus) I wish that that i could take that h**ne away from you/ Wish that i could put my foot up on the breaks for you/ I wish that i could take that belt around your waist from you/ There ain't a day, i dont think of meeting at heavens gates with you all/ I think my self deprecation/ Kept you impatient, and pacing, making it look to me like both our hearts breaking/ I found a mystery woman, found a mystery woman/ Thought if i repeated myself, then maybe history wouldn't./ Another summer, another parallel/ Another truth that I'm too scared to tell/ The same tempo on that carousel./ But this the end, jay baruchel/