J Mascis - The Leper lyrics

[Verse 1] Embarra**ed to be alive Sit with my life, open wide Your stare is forcing my face open A leper crumbling, never joking Who should I believe Safest to wallow in my own esteem Afraid, stick my neck out Knowing the day has drawn I'm a leper Scared beyond this feeling I dare to escape [Chorus] A leper Doomed to this My life is chosen to rape [Verse 2] Embarra**ed to be alive Sit with my life open wide Your stare is forcing my face open A leper crumbling never joking I'm a leper Scared beyond this feeling I dare to escape [Chorus] [Listen to this solo] [Outro] I'm a leper Leper Leper