J Mascis - Mind Glow lyrics

[Verse 1] It's been running for a long time And it's running out in my mind I can't explain it all to you It's really jumbled up So for longer now I'm messed up And I'm wishing now I'd 'fessed up That concern's no use to you It feeds the pain that stung So forget how I am dealing Explain to me the feeling It gets to that point instantly You're ready to unload And I'm the one you're spitting at I'm ready for my fitting at Doesn't make much sense But when I get it calm it's slow [Solo] [Verse 2] It's hard to admit anything I'm sorry for the weight I bring I'll do whatever's necessary To make your mind glow soft It's played out too far to stew And I've run out of grace with you So I'm out and take a walk And we'll be better off Whether I lied As much as you tried Whatever you decide I hope it's good to you For everybody's sake Lord knows we all need a break Do what you got to This is hard to take To the time I spent discussing I'll sit back and stop the fussing I won't mention it to anyone And we'll be better off I won't admit to anything Sorry for the weight I bring Do whatever's necessary To make your mind glow soft Whether I lied As much as you tried Whatever you decide I hope it's good to you For everybody's sake Lord knows we all need a break Do what you got to This is hard to take