J-Maan - Dark Skies lyrics

[Hook] Dark skies only part time The pain, fading away from the dark side The grey, shadow today over sunshine The rain, shower today with a dark sky I don't know if i be loosing my mind Only get this feeling sometimes The dark skies only part time Got me feeling pain on inside Dark skies only part time The pain, fading away from the dark side The grey, shadow today over sunshine The rain, shower today with a dark sky [Verse 1 Ya Boi TC] And I don't know if i'm loosing my mind The rain disappears i'll be fine Staring at the outside, all I see is dark skies Lighting up another one to help through dark times Torn from inside but you only see the outline Grey skies leave it clouded tryna outshine Depression started to set in, my head embedded I'm laying in bed, blank walls surrounding forget it This the life i'm living, broke as f** My girl left me cus her Ex started showing up Am I not good enough, what ever happened to f** up all our trust Maybe it's me or is it you started giving up I came to realize that music the only thing I love I try to numb the pain, experiment different d** Am I susceptible, gullible, maybe skeptical No one to turn to to vent it through I see the [Hook] [Verse 2 J-Maan] And I don't know if I be loosing my mind But I gotta stay on my grind (Yeah) Think of money like all the time And where i'm headed in this life of mine (Woah) Like what am I supposed to do The answers so unapproachable (Yeah) Dark skies looking out my room, dark skies looking out my room I been looking for the answer, rapping for the better days Maybe it's in prayers, maybe it'll fade away Waking up with stomach aches, hoping to get through the day Hustle just to get a plate and work hard to make a change But still those skies are grey and dark And now here comes the rain and thunder bark And haters hate but appreciate the art To get to the better day so you can make your mark [Hook] [Verse 3 Ya Boi TC] And i don't know if i'm loosing my mind The rainy days i'm loosing track in time Know i been searching and slowly learning nobody perfect I took my feelings and then I morphed them into my verses Do I deserve this, why me, lies speak Emotionally taking over me, gotta be from the older me Prodigy what I owe to be Sitting on throne, i'm writing turn off my phone And if I let it be known this isn't me that you know When dark skies come and the days getting cold The rain turn to snow, then my heart turning froze Winters coming quicker like the flow I deliver Still I can't let it go This feeling part of me arteries open bleeding slow No i can't take no mo' Cus i been down this road This go out for everybody looking for a way to cope Through dark skies but your not alone So listen close [Hook x2]