J Lethal - Nightmares Of The Bottom (dearth 2) lyrics

I been running so long, I got winded I need a second breath, maybe you can lend it Questions in my life make me pause like a red light Like how people do you wrong, even when you dead right Only got two homies, TJ and Kev Turned my back to the rest 'cause they crooked as nails You a snail in the race, and I'm a Cheetah I f**, don't love, skeet, and then delete her I smoke another blunt, now I got no worries When sh** gets real that's when the fake n***as scurry, yeah Sorry but M.O.B is apart of my psychology Will I ever make it to the top, sh**, I don't know, probably And the way I see it, I'm the only one that's stopping me A self-made billionaire, sh** that's what I'm trying to be f** f**ing the world because I'm trying to f** the universe I deserve my recognition because my style is just so diverse Climbing to the top, looking back towards the bottom Everybody want to be stealthy, well at least until ya spot 'em Breaking free of this prison cell that I call a mind-state I eat hooks and k** songs to increase the crime rate Yeah, nightmares of the bottom Everybody got 'em, you don't got 'em like I got 'em though If it's about the future, I don't even want to know I live life, proceed, progress, I'm tryin' to grow like a flower grow Even in the dungeon, I will glow Because I step up to the mic and make the beat start to decompose I rise above pressure, yeah I rap all the time But I think it's kind of sad how you n***as won't even get that line I'm wasting my time, I'm ahead of my time Find yo' pa**ion, rap is mine If time is of the essence, you won't ever catch me wasting mine Just like a fine wine, I'm getting better with time n***as expecting me to fall but I am too in my prime And I crop the bullsh** out, just like a picture Only focused on the spotlight because I can see it's getting bigger When it's all said and done, they will say that I am Legendary First in my division, no such thing as secondary If I said that's it's gone happen, best believe it's gonna happen Got no plan B for this sh** so I gotta make it rapping Don't worry 'bout me, 'cause I do this You n***as on some blonde sh**, that mean you clueless My pain is in the past, I'm focused on the present ya'll No matter what they say, I stand tall and proceed to ball