J. Ice - Broken Promises lyrics

[Hook] I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises I couldn't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises she could't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises he couldn't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises we couldn't keep) [Verse 1] There's something in our subconscious That doesn't let us be honest So word to my n***a Drake I remain real cause one is all it takes And when the dust settles, nothing is fully still And still them lies build And hope heals But at the same time that same hope can k** So if you won't don't ever say you will Disconnected from my senses, IDK what to feel What ever you say I could careless Cause when you told me you would care more In the end you just cared less So I get less rest In my dreams she haunts me and taunts me Sayin she wants me My memories are my enemies And every week I've been gettin weak Do you ever feel guilty? And you wonder why I lie about the real me Cause even when it's still me On the inside it k**s me [Hook] I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises I couldn't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises she could't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises he couldn't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises we couldn't keep) [Verse 2] A broken childhood, focused on a fixed future Can't even smile good, knowin backstabbers will shoot ya It hurts and whats worse is knowin who it is How can I proceed when i grieve through the life I live I never wanted to lie But when I see you cry It k**s me inside So I try to find The words to make it better These words I can't forget them Im sayin nothin, but fill em With meaning so you can feel em I need some help Im feeling what you felt At the start I lied to you, but now I'm lying to myself I'm feelin cold But then again IDK Cause all these broken promises been breakin down my globe Who... do I trust in this world My mind twirls Spinning and spinning My heart is diminished I'm finished I should quit it But I promised I would stay committed But at the end I don't know the difference [Hook] I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises I couldn't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises she could't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises he couldn't keep) I'm stuck looking at the wall, thinking bout it all (The promises we couldn't keep) [Verse 3] You change Somethin about you is strange Same ol smile, but i noticed its not the same Who's the blame Guilt's the name You ren**ed and refrained Got my played High score emotions where the game That's prolly why I can't keep a promise And even when I do, they don't ever think I'm honest Word is bond, don't ever break it Your heat is sacred Keep one open for who ever takes it