J.I. - Future lyrics

It's my time now motherf**er I've been on the the grind now But I got a Lil thing on my mind now Been late and I feel so behind now Yeah on another binge Tryna find out Where the f** I'm going Drive with a blindfold on in a minefield bombs are blowing Got a Lil pine rolled up and a kinda full cup and my mind sold up ain't slowing So I'm zoning I've been bested by this testing one too many times In an intermission wishing for a blessing or a dime Funny how the rest don't see just what they've missed until you die Guess if I wanna be the best I gotta see d**h by 25 Been five years since my pen found ears and it feels like a lifetime And that sound you hears me pounding the mic line is my lifeline Been rough for a while but I'm up for it now that you've sent me at my worst I Swear that I'll be back with another rap track even better than the first time We ga**ing now But I can't slow down need answers now So I ain't got time for you asking how Backroom for these b**hes all dancing now Got girls showing off their a**es now Pick one and the rest just pa** em out G going so hard he pa**ing out The whole team with me we cashing out Goddamn Never think of bad just pretend I got a plan I've done everything I can in the end I'm just a man What can I say I've gone up and away and kept nothing for me With all that I've paid we still can't agree what you want me to be What you want me to be We just struggling to get by is that what you want me to see In a world that's full of lies is that what you want me to preach Least if u go to my demise I'll do it confidently With a bong looseleaf and a beat cd We go for real Cause the games changed but ain't over still And I hear them talk like oh for real That path he face looks so uphill Guess too many gifts would be overk** But the whole place looking like Cloverfield Looking for these blessings and it looks like I'll be stressing till the second taht i get that f**ing hova feel I've gone for miles I'm tired of guessing It's a gift and a curse affliction and a blessing Writing with a pad and a pen has got me all confessing When I should be past this I've made my mistakes and learned my lessons I'm walking forth and I'm on a mission for Som get it real g Man I talk the most when nobody listens give a f** if you feel me I'm walking forth and I'm on a mission for Som get it real g Man I talk the most when nobody listens give a f** if you feel me Give a f** if you feel me They tell me that I'm sick guess I need something to heal me Just when did I turn to this I feel so lost from the real me Stuck here here looking for a fix or at least something to fill me Hope it don't k** me when these Fake faces telling me that I made it Now they all be rating me when they were the ones who berated Discriminated and hated they rigged the game but I played it Feeling f**ing underpaid when I'd rather be overrated I've waited since way too long ago Like five js from being on a Roll Got a little weed packed up on a bowl And I've been on one like a monocle See life's a test where you wanna go Well the ABC we honor roll Took Blood sweat tears but by next year you'll all be rapping to that song I wrote