J Doze - 92 'Til lyrics

Its like nobody understands wat I mean wen I say I wanna live forever Cuz I don't mean in this physical form I mean thru words Contraire to wat most of us hear today Music should be timeless I want mines to stand out and not jus fit in to a particular trend or a certain era Yea u kno Forever 92 til Is it me or does it seem that every 1 in every 92 k**s It's a real cold world I feel the wind chill whirl And the ones who say they never would do it prolly will f** a deal That's wat most get Not realizin they ain't really in the pros yet Thinkin that u made it to the top They make more steps And u can't protest a pro test Better bench press the whole set Or go home sayin goals weren't met That's embarra**in So u gotta keep it movin forward(Ford) like Harrison And get to the point that u the best no comparison And never fall off like Arrington Who's Lavar these days U can almost be a legend then be far from great And all the people u befriendin move on and stray Becuz u never blew up More bombs away U jus an ordinary n***a wit a story to tell Spent half of ur childhood wit parents in jail U tryna think its all good But u ain't doin so well And all u got left is either Heaven or Hell If u believe in that Ur whole life they've been preachin that I got lost Please God could u lead me back And least say if it's a secret path I kno I got a good girl Is it wrong that im seekin bad I wanna Megan Good-Fox Yea that mixed breed Or that b**h doin donuts in the sixth speed I want the 1st f** a 4th or a 5th seed I wanna view thru my eyes wat the rich see Risky Cuz bein at the top is like a target Everybody tryna drop whoever goes the hardest And thrive off they losses Survive in this market Don't sign unless u read between the lines and the margins Contracts for souls Better think before u sell U can't buy back wats sold Even wen she outta jail she must contact parole That's the type of shyt that make me wanna act Before I even ask wat role I'll be playin in this game The demon or the saint The solution to the problem or the reason for complaint Some mornings I can't remember wat the night before I drank Im jus tryna stay afloat I'll be damned if I sank into something u don't recognize Unless I made it to the top No record ties Cuz I would rather be a winner that u can't remember Than a failure than a that u won't forget And stop claim that u fam if u ain't a member I got a father that do that as if he never left And I don't care if u give it u won't receive respect U weren't there for the majority of this so from afar u can see the rest Jus hopin next time that we meet that u don't see me dead And by the end I pray that everything that's needed sed We may be different but we all still bleedin red So I can understand the pain of the world that we live in Whether u a girl or u isn't A m**m or Christian The brokest or richest The criminal in prison or the jury tryna listen But nobody has the right to judge ur life or its mission The only thing right now that ain't in sight is competition Cuz I don't view most of these newer rappers as musicians And I ain't tryna knock another n***a with a vision But sumtimes u gotta stop with jus the money d** and b**hes And work on a concept That make a person wanna wonder wats beyond d**h We see the future but don't kno on wat it all depends 92 was the beginnin there won't be an end Im jus a student wit ideas and a pad and pen It'll prolly be another year before they listen in Shyt I been tryna spread this message But it never sends And people always learn their lesson It's jus how and wen Now will it be a little late or the wrong way Caught slippin on the wrong day In jus a minute u could go and be gone to stay Wat will the people at ur funeral in honor say If u can't find the right words let my songs play And let my lyrics fill ur spirit U can't touch sound but n***as feel this wen they hear it Everything im writin down u either like it or u fear it Cuz ur lookin at ur goal and im the one that's comin near it Ha, dear haters im by far the sincerest And P.S. yall can all eat a dick Let this letter live forever through these hits For those without or seek leadership The type of thing I used to want but realized I ain't needed shyt I kno I changed but nobody seemed to see the switch From a young boy tryin to a grown man gettin it done And in the end I'll be second to none Im number one in the eyes of ur future sons Ima Pac ima Big L and Pun Ima Nas ima Jay Z and Cole The type of n***a to keep it hot wen shyt gets freezing cold The type of n***a to seize the top as soon as he sees the throne The type of n***a to have a plot that no one seems to kno Even tho u sed it loud and clear at ur most recent show Pay attention to every letter cuz it won't be in bold Sumtimes I think yall'll get me better wen u see me go Cuz I ain't talkin bout the weather wen I speak of cold I better my music lives thru these s***** c**** We all drive but sum of us can't see the road We all set but sum of us ain't meetin goals We all hungry but sum of us ain't eatin tho We all sleep but sum of us ain't dreamin tho That's why im timeless and these other n***as seasonal They say the good die young so im prolly in my last days Let my body diminish but let the words that I rap stay Why Cuz I want to live forever This cannot be k**ed from 92 til infinity