J Dilla - Swim in Circles lyrics

I'm texting one, chatting one Left a message for another, got number, done Home alone and flowin in boxer briefs and smoking This is the life I wanted (I guess) not chosen Broken in a way that the glue makes me more human Less stiff, less rigid next thing let's hit it Let's drink it, let's stick it in cause I won't get carpel tunnel Poison's smoother in a funnel But it's no more medicine than a leach to the eye Freak till I die, meet my disguise, it is I Shoot Socrates in a murder suicide Learn to eat a burger if you heard, yer eyes lied And you look how I feel big reveal feel faint Smack a turkey with a face and you break Walt's plate That bit was true now sounds fake What the what is a memory ....great I geek out and feel proud but knee deep down This creep's frown makes the deep feed fish drown We all swim in circles and the tank is too small Pull the stopper out the bottom, love the loss of them all