J.Chris - Fanatic lyrics

[Verse 1: J.Chris] Why is it that we both can´t shut up, when we know we should Keep the fire burning for deep desire to be understood Lurking hurting on purpose, are we aiming to cut as deep as we can? No wonder the last time I ran, trying to get myself calm again And here I am, back with the same pain, I try to land And get my thoughts together, gasping for air, to gain the upper hand Goddamn, and I scram Now is that real love or the adrenaline rush that cut through my abdomen Instead of being calm and so we both can accept it, put it into perspective It's like we're attracted to rejection, I mean there's no way to be more subjective Mind blown completely erratic, and it's maddening Cause we are both scheme, standing right by at it… [Hook: J.Chris] Can´t deal And I can't bare Taking this any longer Cause you're a fanatic Making me a fanatic Can´t deal, can´t bare (8x) [Bridge: J.Chris] And it's not like what we have developed overnight Put the two of us together and we felt so alive Lived the film of nightly wonders where we both thought a like But everything´s changed now and what's left done felt boarder line All this time spent in dark alleys stunned felt so right You and I combined we're one of a kind.....I can´t let it slide Giving up would mean we never tried Without you by my side dear, I would rather die [Verse 2: J.Chris] I kept digging in and you would never be listening Our foundation's built on fiction, contradictive, it's restrictive, admit it As things shifted through the years I seen these parallels, we ain't going well Now everything's turning 'round, as I´m on this Ferris wheel I´m stuck on this Ferris wheel And I can´t stop this And I can't stop it And I can't stop it [Hook: J.Chris] Can´t deal And I can't bare Taking this any longer Cause you're a fanatic Making me a fanatic Can´t deal, can´t bare (8x) [Outro: J.Chris] And it's not like what we have developed overnight Put the two of us together and we felt so alive Lived the film of nightly wonders where we both thought a like But everything´s changed now and what's left done felt boarder line All this time spent in dark alleys stunned felt so right You and I combined we're one of a kind.....I can´t let it slide Giving up would mean we never tried Without you by my side dear, I would rather die