J.C Jones - Fade Away lyrics

[Verse 1 J.C Jones] Fade away Fade away Fade away Fade away These are my thoughts every day Fade away Fade away Fade away Fade away With the boys on an average night Smoking fat jays Thinking a little bit Taking a little hit Don't have time to absorb this all now Can't believe whats going on People going against me Nothing working correctly This life im living isn't even poor Its worse than that Sick and tired of doing the same crap Stuck in quick sand completely trapped I wanna get out here Id rather disappear Let that be crystal clear Fade out of this place Float up to outer space Explore the planets Start a new life on Pluto Fadeaway Fade away Fade away Fade away Ill make something out of nothing Get a**ests use them immedatly See money spend it repeatedly Don't put money away no saving Challengers nonexistent cave in Rejecting all your sh** yao ming No one can work with me I'm on my own I choose this life so leave me alone Plan on create my own life My own group Figure out and reccurit my own troops Will all live a life of peace Won't live a life of grief Till I die ill stand by my beliefs Loosing conciseness High creeping in Mind somewhere else I can't grasp this world No where near Starting to Fade away Fade away Fade away This is the goal I have everyday This is why im breaking down And im only 20 years old Can't believe this sh** I feel so old Yet Im only 20 years old Already breaking down Pushing my limits Destroying my body so I can slowly fade away Liver collapsing drowning out in alcoholism Creating can't help to drown out in realism Fade away Fade away Won't be seen another day