Ivan Jackson - Thelonious lyrics

Verse 1 Tonight I am thelonious Glowing of the moon playin tunes I'm the loneliest Home is where the homies is But I've grown in a zone where my ego is the thirstiest Hurts cause all my work has sorta pulled me out my circles man Used to be so courteous, wonder if I still am Curious for something more but furious I still am Can't enjoy the moment cause I'm focused hill, damn Can I take a moment to say I'm sorry to parties I've hardly offered a reason for leavin, peaced in the darkness Believing that me departing was needed to feed my starving Repeating scenes like I'm screening memento, please it's alarming but look It's just the tempo I know I should go to blow But I notice I communicating was something I never chose Further along I go the harder it is to show, so I keep it movin on the low I'm alone, uh Chorus (Justin Austin) Can I beg em to stay while I figure it out ah Can I beg em to stay I Been thinking bout my problems lately Maybe, I need to make a change (2x) Can I beg em to stay while I figure it out? Verse 2 Back to the grindstone My home, need to reach another mile stone I know I'm backin out a whole lot Cold and hot always straying to my best spot My best shot is to do this right here and now My idols movin I can't breath unless I chase em down Take it or leave it I need it, there's no hand me downs See it believe, it achieved, there no wait around So I'm down gotta cancel on this other crowd The 1st time it's whatever prolly a problem now If I do it do I do it it through a call or text? Only human feeling stressed so shoot a text Smh gotta lie once again Cause the truths I prioritize my work over friends Now invites are less often Made the bed gotta lay in my coffin Chorus (Justin Austin) Can I beg em to stay while I figure it out ah Can I beg em to stay I Been thinking bout my problems lately Maybe, I need to make a change (2x) Can I beg em to stay while I figure it out?