Ivan "Iyeball" Houpe - Looking For Something lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, ugh, follow me Yeah, just follow me [Verse 1] And they never invite me round Then say "you always out of town Follow through and follow up Pick up the phone can you do that much?" But they never hit me up Then say "you never keep in touch" It's a two way street I don't want to always feel like we catching up But you still holding on, to what got away Let you tell it, you let it go But that's just some sh** you say That make you feel better about decisions you make, no It's not alright it's not okay, no It's not becoming of you tomorrow, damn Sure as hell ain't today There's a hell of a disconnect From what you say you want To what you seek out To the sh** that you accept In retrospect I would have done things different Then I would have made other of mistakes You got to live with it, then build with it Damn, the sh** feel different But it's not about me, this is not about you This it not about us, this is not about love It's not about much, there's nothing between us It's not what it was, todays hate is yesterdays love I think it's best we keep it like it is, girl just because [Hook x2] I been looking for something I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet I won't stop for nothing I don't know what it is, when my mind is set I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing I hope it's not in vein, and it's not for nothing I been looking for something I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet I won't stop for nothing I don't know what it is, when my mind is set I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing I hope it's not in vein, and it's not for nothing [Verse 2] Spinning out of control, Jesus take the wheel The wound is too deep to heal, it hurts me still I'm drinking distilled, for keeping it real My cousin just died for real, he took his own life This sh** is too real, when and where did I fail He just had a son, just came back from jail No I don't smoke but I will I just bought me a gram, I just rolled me a L Jerreau be still, this too shall pa** I'm talking to self, I'm looking for help I won't carry no water, but I'm back at the well Now where do I go, where do we go from here? I'm lost as hell [Hook x2] I been looking for something I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet I won't stop for nothing I don't know what it is, when my mind is set I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing I hope it's not in vein, and it's not for nothing I been looking for something I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet I won't stop for nothing I don't know what it is, when my mind is set I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing I hope it's not in vein, and it's not for nothing [Outro] All the sacrifices you made for it Then you look up and ask, what do I have to show for? Hope these questions don't last, hope these questions don't last