[Verse 1] What's a life story if you let someone fill it What's the point of dreaming if you let someone k** it From the Bay Area, chilling Go and get it, what they told me So I had it, my time, I'm really liking the old me Only balling with my Jordans on Tell me what's been going on You act so different all around me lately I've been going on Yeah, give them something to relate to I hate to be the one who always feels like Imma chase you Stories of the heart to show you what's been torn apart When everything has an ending, tell me where do I start Mountains of fears and I just hope I don't cave in I wanna save the world but I think i need some saving Chasing dreams, chasing times Losing sense when chasing dimes There's diamonds and struggles they call it finding the light There's rainbows and puddles that's all perspective on life I'm losing sleep so my wife can sleep so much better at night Blessings on blessings always got God on my mind Sometimes the things I love is what's been making me blind Cause when you take the cross everyday's a cross road Who knows where I've been going, losing grip don't let go Pushing the limits when I be touching the paper This that food for your soul and every night I'm a cater Savior moments to feel and the drive What are you feeling inside Living the live is different than loving to be alive What you putting is the outcome How come, everybody I know settles for less I can't be tied to a desk, rather be tied to my neck I see I'm waiting for Christmas for a little more on a check To spend on bottles and bottles You drinking just to feel something Looking for happiness while you smile like you have it But happiness ain't at the bottom of a bottle And the saddest part about it is, you already knew that It's crazy how you find hate, for doing what you love They tell you be yourself but then you're, never enough You listen to my words and you might think it's for you But see I struggle with happiness, I'm still tryna break through I piece together these lines to remind myself it's okay I'll never be perfect, life is finding your way And harder times are coming and your heart may be cold But every night always turns to a moment of gold