Iudex - Trains Until d**h lyrics

Trains Until d**h [Part 1] One day I want to be the most knowing man in the world But I can't and I won't And damn it I know that! A man that is so sad I walk terminatorly, watch my environment, throughout my day I see, people, peoples' faces, scared are the majority, scared of what? My vision an*lyses, costing friends, my friends' disguises, my girlfriend's status: smiling And pushing me towards a wall of fear of the man inside me I'm growing egocentric, becoming a prick, an a**, slowly it opresses me I'm only somepart the big a man As I want to be! I hate me! For thinking to know stuff, when I know nothing, a ghost bluffing, caught when it comes talking result's a weird old boy, alone walking his own zone, his road long, his accompaniment be long gone -Long John- f** and I'm an a**, and that is written! realize what happens! Done "O" nothing Insanity [Hook 2x] Is life the process of dying? Step, fall, get up to lie in the end? Collecting all just to smile at it? f** if that's so Im'ma try then! [Part 2] I want to know everything, 8 billion views, 8 billion different shoes, it makes me sick to be sure Till the damn curtain I know nothing, as noone knows anything, but all would know everything A man's burden You see a man is only the ma** of the experiences, and I've experienced sh** There's a painting of an unknown man on the wall His eyes expose lies, with no further disguise But he still looks wild to people that don't look closely: "Sip a hell lot of peppermint schnaps, beggin for J-Lo to s** my half rotten co*k, co*k cap cops, GAT's, MAC's and Glocks" Live behind a fasade on the stage of a Shakespeare play - life Make my way, for what? I want to know everything, my life is a lesson Out of the question, I am confessing, I'm dumb But is it my strive to be lessoned? I want to know everything! I hop from train to train, safe to say my Shakespeare play is a game of James Bond movies Chasing stages, 12 years aslave for a degree, unimportant in a few weeks Store it under the roof, and show it to my groupies From system to sytem, no reflexion but the mirror, while seeing a boy, lessoned by some victors? Who wins this game? As I sit on a train, got a destination, on the side, a crow, black as an angel, seperated, that then fell into hell and burned, a pleasent gift ain't it? The crow goes down to jump, depiction of a lonely one, sitting 'fore fly, little black claws, hunting the dead as a strive Beak is open, screams of horror, lusting for d**h to survive Hunger for life A must-sacrifice, enough to just fly away [Hook 2x] Is life the process of dying? Step, fall, get up to lie in the end? Collecting all just to smile at it? f** if that's so Im'ma try then! [Part 3] No matter where I look, I see some unstatisfied faces There was this girl that I saw with a backpack on a train, but She looked tired, but why? Should I consider packing my life up? I want to see the scenery of scenes, as uncountable as nice bu*tcheeks on a beach I want to understand the world, the views and the faces I graduate an amateure, is school just for brainless? Dreams of an african elder's wisdom Dumb as me, can I not repell what I vision? What makes you untouchable? Driving around, see thousands of eyes, could be like blow, blow, bye bye All the same in a nutshell, you Die the same way as someone pulls the trigger, it's just a second, no matter how much you have How can I survive, leaving my damn life behind? I like d**h as an instance, I'd like to know you Afterlife? Had it meant a sacrifice to have acted half as nice? Are what they whipser slanderous lies, or is it all true? Is there a paradise to go to? I cannot know everything, because I do not know you! If life exposed you, I bet I won't truely be able to reflect on knowing you What will I give to the world, if it then turned on me, how will I be heard, after meeting the murderer Maybe my spirit will mourn Through written thoughts, thousands of words Helping a man to understand a tiny little piece better how it works - life