Disappointment I know what I'm saying Eyes of the worst Only point of view Survival handcuffed to the imperial portals Of the city of gray Decadent den of a bankrupt, aristocratic form of life Forced to an empty company Decent existence out of sight Perishing as it was written Rusty cog in the machine No plans, no friends, no gain Obey! To be able to believe to be happy one day Idealize How absurd is the hope Of a fiction to come true? The absurd of self-frustration? Get the feeling "... Forward and upward..." A lie! "... to build..." A lie! "... With love and will..." A lie! "... to progress..." A lie! "... luck smiles at us..." A lie! "... glorious traditions..." A lie! A lie! A lie! In the previous chapter: Disillusion, desperation, rage And a boring party One more parade of futility Juvenile collection Oasis... Of a sudden calm A melancholy bossa screeching on the vinyl A laid body Blood and the blade of disappointment