Issa Gold - Fictions lyrics

[Verse 1] I heard God love his children, even Satan got His heart So why everybody 'round me walk around inside the dark? I heard life is like a beach 'til you learn that there was sharks [?] tried to step in, was a setup from the start You see, religion try to [?] me Parents tried remanding me Raised the middle finger to the whole school faculty Friends was all casualties, fu*k 'em if they mad at me World been getting colder, sh*t is fu*king with our sanity Humanity was doomed from the start I hope when I die the Heavens open up with the harps I hate when I cry, the tremors they can shake up the heart I spent many nights blinded tryin' to see through the dark [Chorus] I'm tryna hold the light trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain Got me thinking do people really change? They don't And I'm a walking contradiction ni**as lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction [Verse 2] Solace, he the [?] Smoke through the apocalypse Addiction boost my confidence but killed getting accomplishments Higher off the side effects, repressed emotions I forget Burying my demons, but in time, they arms around my neck Really got no time for friends, stuck inside the current trends Relationships I fu*king dread, I try it out and drown in it (Drown in it) Drown in it ni**as all counterfeit Used to give my energy, but now I got no time for it [?] my accomplices ni**a love the quietness Solace is a virtue, fu*k opinions, why you commenting? A slave to the system, spending money, never profited 'Cause fu*k it, while we here, you could be dead before you smile again [Chorus] Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change? They don't And I'm a walking contradiction ni**as lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change? They won't Well, I'm guessing we conditioned To forget the ones we love for a world full of fiction