Isidro Meixueiro R. - Untitled Problem lyrics

Today I died I felt my heart give in to no surprise Inevitable a sure thing Not a lonely tear No cuts, or bruises Just dead from inside I have a problem No I am the problem no clue what to do I was abused when I was younger now I am this problem that fights from inside what she did I want more I fight it at night see I am addicted to s** after I was raped by a cousin at the age of 7 until I was 9 the day i moved with my dad It stop I was safe from her but not my mind my mind wants it all the time I just want to run but i cant this problem I fight Its in my mind No matter the fight I cant love the love of my life without the fear of cheating the s** is always on my mind no matter the talk no matter the fight I lose the battle in hope for the won war.