Isaiah Rashad - The Spill lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been smoking and drinking, now I am drinking and driving Suicide on my mind but at least I got my pride right Tryna hit up Bree cause at least she get my mind right Speeding through traffic was that a stop sign-lights flashing, seem like magic Blue and red inspiration reaching for the ma**es Life is do or die and I am a die making cla**ics They k**ing me with books, cafeterias and cla**es, and I be like "Lord I ain't your best son and man on that liquor I confess some" My soul get the weakest when the flesh Come religious a** b**hes, just praying I undress 'em I got a problem with my pops should I talk about it? Relationships get tore was you off about it You saying these A&Rs ain't sh** just looking for a b**h That can spit a few hits should i bark about it Its like I am aiming at myself young Plaxico My soul hurts ain't never felt regret before Me and this b**h ain't never ever met before I am cheating but p**y ain't never ever felt this wet before Lord should I let it go in poverty but the change is blinding Somewhere in between the fame and insane asylums Charlie Sheening on that b**h, still dreaming of that sh** They praying that a n***a f**ing Willie Beamen on that sh** (Fame) Four blunts is this as high as we can get I spit my soul and pay the toll and let my momma play it For her friends, she bragging about a Benz, that I can't buy, but eventually Get that thang right and treat me like Zack Morris up in Bayside I k** the vocals, k** the beat, and let the ba** ride [Hook] Let me sing my song, I free my soul, I free my soul So let me, le...let me free my soul, I sing my song, I free my...