Irish Stew Of Sindidun - Pile Of Sins lyrics

Breaking my mind with the thoughts of days of yore I don't count on my injured and suffering soul So many tears were cried and many more will fall It's like being haunted by shadows and ghouls The day seemed sore just as many times before And also more dust soiled the road, once marked I'm looking for silence in memories of mine But I will find the silence only in the cellar of my home Chorus: Soon the night'll be changed by the morning light But the time still stands for me There's a pile of sins standing on my way Whole injustice that scattered my dreams Now I'm cooling my head in the depths of despair Wondering in agony how this life isn't fair Exiled from the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost Occupied with questions of how much it will cost I'm dreaming of happiness and love in better life To feel the breath of tranquility and freedom once again Waking up every day, no matter how long the nights Where I will shatter all my doubts, becoming who I am Finally, I‘m free to think of love in brand new life Alone on the top of mountain so high. I climbed the pile of sins and left many things behind But will I have the strength to step in the world on the other side? My shallow heart's still beating, I'm drenching in pain They check my vital signs, but I'm sure I'm still alive. Will I die on the street begging for a fiver? So may the roots of society and religion share my shame!