Finding order torn asunder, sworn surrender stole the day Like a wave of wasted wonder, rising up and swept away These moments I retain, locked in against the pain As the darkness folds around me, colder forces hold me down And the doubt is growing stronger, I no longer can be found Don't tell me anymore it's what this life is for In sight of lost amends, your light will shine never again I occupy these rooms I build And word by word, the silence is filled Light descends in empty shades, undermines the time we lost Here today I'm not afraid to calculate the hollow cost Never crossed that good expression, said I wouldn't and I didn't Cutthroat counsel, that won't free me Language I could only dream of until now I'm ready to begin, the silence is wearing thin Without walls - constant breakdown sponsored links Without time - any day now Without words - fake it somehow without you Half of me is undeceased, half is underneath the ground Any way you gain release, don't go where you can't be found Are we late? It's complicated, state the words best left unspoken Making nothing out of something They will break what can't be broken Now I'm made of other skin, defiance is wading in Without walls, without time, without words, without you Now I'm ready to begin, the science is wearing me down And I can't go outside and there is no reason why Unforsaken heart, take another shot now Break it to me, protect me from the truth Keep that highborn hope safe and futureproof now Walls without our self control Sleep that brings no guarantees Night awake, come take your toll Right there's the life and d**h of me High like a permanent sun Fly hard through a sky made of thunder Carelessly counted on, what possessed you? Swear to me, then you're gone, what is with you still? Send out the sound of bells, let it splinter When sense of purpose fails, it all disintegrates Crowds unascended now Rain with the burning showers Signs come to send me down Saw the deeper understanding torn asunder, wrenched apart When the wave of wasted wonder rose above our empty guard These moments made me then And by them now I am defined again You always knew In the sunken water shallows, imperfections yet remain Set beneath that mask of sorrow lies a face without a name Don't tell me anymore it's what this life is for Until I stand alone, your light will shine never again in this lifetime In this lifetime, shine on me again, shine on me again