INZOM - ADDICTION lyrics

(VERSE 1 ) TRAPPED IN A LINE OF WHITE MENTALLY PEDALING THROUGH LIFE AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT SEE MY EXCUSE IS NO ONE LOVES ME AND I NEED THE HIGH BUT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART IS CRYING AND IN NEED OF CHRIST MY PEOPLE PREACH AND I REPLY LIKE EVERYTHING IS FINE A COUPLE BOTTLES IN THE RIDE BEFORE MY 9 TO 5 CAUSE I CANT COPE WITH THE REALITYS OF SOBER MINDS HOLDIN MY NUTS WITH SO MUCH PRIDE LIKE IM CONTROLLIN MINE IM SPINNING IN THIS DOWNWARD SPIRAL 4 XANIEZ 3 SHOTS 2 BLUNTS 1 FINE HOE A CONSTANT CYCLE SHOWING TRAITS OF A PSYCHO KNOWING DAYS ARE JUST FLYING NO SHOWING SIGNS OF RESIGN THOUGH SEE I TRY TO STOP ANXIETY ON OVERLOAD HEARING THESE VOICES BUT IM FEELING LIKE IM ALL ALONE IM fu*kING TRIPPING GOT THE TENDENCY TO HOLD THE CHROME BUT COULDNT DO IT I CANT BEAR TO LEAVE MY SEEDS TO MOURN (BREAKDOWN) (VERSE 2) SEE IN MANY FORMS ADDICTION IS A b*tch AND IT'LL GRAB YOU BY THE THROAT AND SEND YOU SWIMMIN WITH THE FISHES CO EXSISTING WITH THIS OTHER PERSON LIVING IN MY SICKNESS TELLIN ME THAT I CANT DO IT RELY ON HIS PRESCRIPTION I CANT STOP PACING IN MY BEDROOM CHASING THESE FALSE IMAGES OF EXCTASY MAKE SHIFT FACES I CANT TAKE THIS EXIT THROUGH THE ENTERANCE I CAME IN ITS EASIER SAID THEN DONE BUT I AINT CRIPPLED OR LAME ITS ALL IN THE MIND NEED TO BRAKE THIS HABIT TONIGHT I'LL CALL TO THE SKYS NO THERAPIST WILL RESURECT YOUR DEMISE NO PESSIMISM IN SIGHT IM GETTIN RID OF THIS FIGHT RECITING THE SINNERS PRAYERS IM FILLED WITH THIS NEW LIFE BUILDING WITH NEW EYES CLEANSED HEART AND A GOLDEN DREAM IM EXECUTING ALL THESE DEMONS THAT WERE HOLDING ME DOWN LIKE A CRUCIFIXION BATTERED AND BRUISED IM WINNIN' SO FREE YOUR MIND BEFORE YOU DIE BEHIND THIS CRUEL ADDICTION