Inventure - Analog View lyrics

What was the purpose in trying to hide The fact that another was clawing inside Decisions, true feelings, would they have been the same If the constant reminder was dismissed from your brain Nightmares are repressed so you Can sleep with the fullest of false intentions Right upon my chest Lie to me, lead me on Tell me everything you wish I was Don't hold back so I can fill your void with what you desire Pretending, befriending behind the masquerade Trying to hide and defy the answers to a question you can't justify Justify the reasons why you never look me in the eyes Rape me of my mental stability Stability will never be an option between you and me When will this constant cycle end? I'm back where I stood half a decade ago And I seem to still struggle with my emotions Pretending, befriending behind the masquerade Trying to hide and defy the answers to a question you can't justify Justify the reasons why you never look me in the eyes Rape me of my mental stability I've put up with this sh** for way too long Apologies mean nothing when you're never wrong Your smooth skin, those gorgeous eyes The softest lips that could make me cry Your scent made me feel alive But you f**ed him and I f**ed you If only I really knew When you f**ed me and he f**ed you If only I really knew You faked it every time that you said