Internal Bleeding - Ocular Introspection lyrics

I am f**ed up from these substances I figure things out in mere instances Colors rattle my sight, it cannot be Distorted visages is what I see Ocular introspection (of my mind) Ocular introspection (I am not blind) Ocular introspection (it's time to die) The walls now have moved and they pulse Brilliant shadows I now see God, he is there Help me father Screams of anguish and of rage Infest my mind I've seen the light, it is bright Violence ignites Mirror images of my life pa** me by Sinful creation coming forth, let it begin Subconscious thoughts, acting erratically Sadness lasting only sporadically I will now break free this mold or my sanity will fold Cast out demons of my present and my past Creator of my life will end it fast I am now going insane Chaotic thoughts of pa**ion Mocking my vision I thought that I could win But this maze will never end